Coming

Spent a nice evening with some of my few close freinds here, trying to find a good time to come out to them. Couldn't bear to impose on their holiday so I let it go. It's like admitting a lie, and I hate liars. So Im still lying to them. Got another chance with other freinds tomorrow. Am I being selfish getting my heart out in the midst of their enjoying the holiday? Forcing them to deal with this too? Arrrgh!